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一路向北-->30 septiembre 【转】青春如梦的日子——最爱《灌篮高手》青春如梦的日子是高三,紧张的生活紧张的神经,在无处不在的压力中拼命的把头探出水面去呼吸空气,于是,校园里流行《灌篮高手》。那时真的好喜欢过这部漫画,不过却被正宗的漫画迷嘲笑说是低级,因为我看的是电视,实在是没有办法啦,我似乎永远都搞不清楚漫画书的顺序,从来都分不清楚应该是从哪页开始读起,而且高三的时候整个人似乎都对读书有着超级的憎恶,才不要管它是不是课本呢,只要有字的就是我的天敌了。所以,爱上了电视版的灌篮高手,爱上了那些书中的青春岁月,爱上了激情迸发的感觉,于是,高三变的不那么难以忍受,感觉要坚持不下去的时候都会抬头看一看墙上的彩画,想一想赤木说过的那句“这是我最后的夏天”。
现在回头看看,高三已经成为了一段过去太久的记忆,在尘封中变的久远,其实经历过高考以后,就再也不想要去回味高三的日子,因为痛苦,也许是因为自己的承受能力比较差,所以一直觉得自己的高三比别人要苦要累得多,回想过去实在是残忍。 但是最近,电视台在重播《灌篮高手》,每天六集,以为我已经过了那些容易激动,过了那些年少,过了那些会崇拜偶像的幼稚,总以为自己已经很成熟了,直到再次听见那声熟悉的“Crazy for you!”才明白,时间会让人成长,而真正的感动会追随一生一世。费力的找出压在书柜最底下的那些彩画,一张张的翻看着,记忆在一点点的回来,象流淌过的河水,渐渐的带回那些曾经的爱。 流川枫,那是一个青春的女生全部的梦幻。曾以为要嫁的就应该是这样的一个人,可以让我为他而疯狂,看着他在不可能中创造奇迹,才不管他是不是只爱篮球不爱美人呢,只要可以看他打球我想那就是最大的幸福了。看他流汗的时候,想要拿着手绢去为他擦拭,于是我的手心也有了他的味道,可以在晚上放在枕头旁,做一个有他的梦。但是今天呢?呵呵呵,笑一笑,是谁规定他一定要爱一个女生呢?也许篮球就是他生命中的挚爱,我想他就是属于那种为篮球而生的人,爱的对象并不一定是人啊。(希望樱木也可以和我的想法一样,那他就不用吃醋了:)) 樱木花道,他就象是身边最可爱又可气的哥们儿。尽管傻兮兮到无可就药的地步,但是就是让你忍不住去喜欢,不开心的时候看到他绝对是一剂良药,夸张的动作,白痴的语言,神经的举动,还有那他自认为别人也勉强同意的篮球天才。在他身上想到了一句广告语“男人简单就好”,不过想想,他也就适合做哥们儿了,难怪晴子眼里只有流川枫呢。 赤木,这是一个可靠到让人想睡觉的哥哥。有他在,什么困难啦,麻烦啦可以通通忽略不记啦,只要他伸出手,头顶就是一片没有危险的天空。所谓男人,我想应该就是这个样子吧,有一点点的古怪,但是坚持的时候还是很帅。一个可以帮你,帮大家支撑起一片天的人,又何必去计较他是不是足够斯文足够帅呢? 三井寿,在崇拜黑帮偶像的少女时代他就是那个梦想中的人。有些酷,在面对心爱的篮球时却可以流泪;有些吊儿郎当,在认真的时候却又完全的让人放心;经典的三分射篮,动作优雅的象个舞剑的侠客;看着他打架时的痛苦,心好疼。 宫城良田,他实在象极了我那个白痴同桌。矮矮的个子却蕴涵着惊人的能量,为了爱而努力,速度快的只在耳钉的光芒闪过的刹那。说不上多大的个性,说不上多强的能力,说不上多帅的外表,可是他就是能让你心动,希望彩子给他个机会吧。 仙道,一个生于情人节的“扫帚”(他的发型无愧这个称号吧?)也许是陵南的强大造就了他的狂妄,莫不经心的笑容背后有着深沉的心机,有点贪心的想如果他是湘北的人,那海南大概就只有扼腕的份了吧? 藤真,男人会哭,也许就更让人感动,看着输给湘北后他脸上毫无掩饰的泪水,看着休息区冷静的他,看着那双漂亮的不象话的眸子,唉,看来人真的是不可以太完美的。 喜欢的人还有很多很多,尽管会因为给湘北制造麻烦而骂过他们,但是所有的人都是组成精彩的一部分,憨厚而果敢的鱼住,可爱的象个孩子却杀机那么重的阿神,怪物似的阿牧,单纯的有一点点白痴的漂亮晴子,率真泼辣的彩子,还有忘了谁也不能忘记他的安西教练……虽然清楚的知道这一切不过是虚幻的漫画,却无法阻止自己去爱那些人和故事,也许只是一个成人的童话,却始终能让人感动。因为有过青春,所以才会爱上灌篮高手。知道自己的文笔没有办法写出所有的感情和爱,却还是动手写了,不管是不是可以表达清楚,但是,青春就是要勇于尝试,对吗?毕竟“我们是最强的”!!! 09 septiembre Forword:Computer Science Conference Rankings Topic I: Artificial Intelligence / Machine Learning / Pattern Recognition Topic II: Databases / Knowledge and Data Management / Data Security / Web / Mining (由于长度关系,会议影响因子对比部分只帖了这两个热门Topic的Conf) Topic I: AAAI: American Association for AI National Conference (0.99) NIPS: Neural Information Processing Systems (0.98) IJCAI: Intl Joint Conf on AI (0.96) ICCV: Intl Conf on Computer Vision (0.96) CVPR: IEEE Conf on Comp Vision and Pattern Recognition (0.96) ICML: Intl Conf on Machine Learning (0.95) CSSAC: Cognitive Science Society Annual Conference (0.92) UAI: Conference on Uncertainty in AI (0.91) ACL: Annual Meeting of the ACL - Association of Computational Linguistics (0.90) NAACL: North American Chapter of the ACL (0.88) GP/GECCO: Genetic and Evolutionary Computation Conference (0.85) AID: Intl Conf on AI in Design (0.84) CHI: ACM SIGCHI - Computer Human Interaction (0.84) CAIP: Intl Conf on Comp. Analysis of Images and Patterns (0.84) IPCV: Intl Conf on Image Processing, Computer Vision, and Pattern Recognition (0.83) IEEE/WIC Intl Joint Conf on Web Intelligence and Intelligent Agent Technology (0.82) CoNLL: Conference on Natural Language Learning (0.82) ICAI: (or IC-AI) International Conference on Artificial Intelligence (0.80) EMNLP: Empirical Methods in Natural Language Processing (0.79) AIME: AI in Medicine in Europe (0.76) AAMAS: Intl Conf on Autonomous Agents and Multi-Agent Systems (0.76) IAAI: Innovative Applications in AI (0.76) ICNN/IJCNN: Intl (Joint) Conference on Neural Networks (0.76) ECML: European Conf on Machine Learning (0.76) ICPR: Intl Conf on Pattern Recognition (0.76) ECAI: European Conf on AI (0.76) ICDAR: International Conference on Document Analysis and Recognition (0.75) ICTAI: IEEE conference on Tools with AI (0.74) ANNIE: Artificial Neural Networks in Engineering (0.72) AI-ED: World Conference on AI in Education (0.72) DAS: International Workshop on Document Analysis Systems (0.71) ICIP: Intl Conf on Image Processing (0.71) ICGA: International Conference on Genetic Algorithms (0.71) EA: International Conference on Artificial Evolution (0.70) WACV: IEEE Workshop on Apps of Computer Vision (0.65) COLING: International Conference on Computational Linguistics (0.64) ECCV: European Conference on Computer Vision (0.63) EACL: Annual Meeting of European Association Computational Linguistics (0.62) DocEng: ACM Symposium on Document Engineering (0.61) CAAI: Canadian Artificial Intelligence Conference (0.60) AMAI: Artificial Intelligence and Maths (0.60) ICRA: IEEE Intl Conf on Robotics and Automation (0.60) WCES: World Congress on Expert Systems (0.60) ACCV: Asian Conference on Computer Vision (0.59) CAIA: Conf on AI for Applications (0.57) IEA/AIE: Intl Conf on Ind. and Eng. Apps of AI and Expert Sys (0.57) ICCBR: International Conference on Case-Based Reasoning (0.57) ICASSP: IEEE Intl Conf on Acoustics, Speech and SP (0.57) ASC: Intl Conf on AI and Soft Computing (0.57) PACLIC: Pacific Asia Conference on Language, Information and Computation (0.56) ICONIP: Intl Conf on Neural Information Processing (0.56) IWPAAMS: Intl Workshop on Practical Appl. of Agents & Multiagent Systems (0.56) SMC: IEEE Intl Conf on Systems, Man and Cybernetics (0.55) CAEPIA: Conference of the Spanish Association for Artificial Intelligence (0.55) IWANN: Intl Work-Conf on Art and Natural Neural Networks (0.55) CIA: Cooperative Information Agents (0.55) RANLP: Recent Advances in Natural Language Processing (0.54) ICANN: International Conf on Artificial Neural Networks (0.54) MLMTA: Intl Conf on Machine Learning; Models, Technologies and Applications (0.54) NLPRS: Natural Language Pacific Rim Symposium (0.54) ACIVS: Int抣 Conference on Advanced Concepts For Intelligent Vision Systems (0.53) RSS: Robotics: Science and Systems Conference (0.53) ICAPS/AIPS: Conference on Artificial Intelligence Planning Systems (0.53) ECAL: European Conference on Artificial Life (0.53) MAAMAW: Modelling Autonomous Agents in a Multi-Agent World (0.52) ANTS: Ant Colony Optimization and Swarm Intelligence (0.51) NC: ICSC Symposium on Neural Computation (0.51) TopicII: SIGMOD: ACM SIGMOD Conf on Management of Data (0.99) VLDB: Very Large Data Bases (0.99) KDD: Knowledge Discovery and Data Mining (0.99) ICDE: Intl Conf on Data Engineering (0.98) ICDT: Intl Conf on Database Theory (0.97) S&P: IEEE Symposium on Security and Privacy (0.97) SIGIR: ACM SIGIR Conf on Information Retrieval (0.96) PODS: ACM SIGMOD Conf on Principles of DB Systems (0.95) WWW: World-Wide Web Conference (0.92) FODO: Intl Conf on Foundation on Data Organization (0.91) ER: Intl Conf on Conceptual Modeling ?ER (0.90) CIKM: Intl. Conf on Information and Knowledge Management (0.90) KR: Intl Conference on Principles of Knowledge Representation and Reasoning (0.90) DOOD: Deductive and Object-Oriented Databases (0.89) DEXA: Database and Expert System Applications (0.88) SSDBM: Intl Conf on Scientific and Statistical DB Mgmt (0.88) COMAD: Intl Conf on Management of Data (0.88) EDBT: Extending DB Technology (0.88) ICDM: IEEE International Conference on Data Mining (0.87) VDB: Visual Database Systems (0.87) SSD: Intl Symp on Large Spatial Databases (0.85) CoopIS: Conference on Cooperative Information Systems (0.85) SAM: Intl Conference on Security and Management (0.85) IFIP-DS: IFIP-DS Conference (0.85) DaWaK: Data Warehousing and Knowledge Discovery (0.85) ADTI: Intl Symp on Advanced DB Technologies and Integration (0.83) PAKDDM: Practical App of Knowledge Discovery and Data Mining (0.82) NGDB: Intl Symp on Next Generation DB Systems and Apps (0.81) MDM: Int. Conf. on Mobile Data Access/Management - MDA/MDM (0.80) ARTDB: Active and Real-Time Database Systems (0.80) CODAS: Intl Symp on Cooperative DB Systems for Adv Apps (0.80) IFIP-DBSEC: IFIP Workshop on Database Security (0.80) EFIS/EFDBS: Engineering Federated Information (Database) Systems (0.80) IDEAS: International Database Engineering and Application Symposium (0.80) USITS: USENIX Symposium on Internet Technologies and Systems (0.80) IKE: Intl Conference on Information and Knowledge Engineering (0.80) KRDB: Knowledge Representation Meets Databases (0.79) ADBIS: Symposium on Advances in DB and Information Systems (0.79) DMIN: Intl Conference on Data Mining (0.79) DBPL: Workshop on Database Programming Languages (0.79) ICOMP: (or IC in DBLP) International Conference on Internet Computing (0.79) NLDB: Applications of Natural Language to Data Bases (0.79) FQAS: Flexible Query-Answering Systems (0.79) DASFAA: Database Systems for Advanced Applications (0.79) IDC(W): International Database Conference - HK CS (0.79) NRDM: Workshop on Network-Related Data Management (0.78) RTDB: Workshop on Real-Time Databases (0.78) BNCOD: British National Conference on Databases (0.77) WebDB: International Workshop on the Web and Databases (0.77) MEWS: Mining for Enhanced Web Search (0.77) DASWIS: Data Semantics in Web Information Systems (0.77) DMDW: Design and Management of Data Warehouses (0.76) NDB: National Database Conference - China (0.76) OODBS: Workshop on Object-Oriented Database Systems (0.76) ADC: Australasian Database Conference (0.75) USENIX Security: USENIX Security Symposium (0.75) PDIS: Parallel and Distributed Information Systems (0.75) WCW: Web Caching Workshop (0.75) ISWC: International Semantic Web Conference (0.75) DOLAP: International Workshop on Data Warehousing and OLAP (0.75) WECWIS: Workshop on Advanced Issues of E-Comm. & Web Based Info. Sys. (0.75) KDEX: Knowledge and Data Engineering Exchange Workshop (0.74) MobiDE: Workshop on Data Engineering for Wireless and Mobile Access (0.74) MDDS: Mobility in Databases and Distributed Systems (0.74) SWWS: Semantic Web and Web Services (0.73) TAKMA: Theory and Applications of Knowledge Management (0.73) WIDM: International Workshop on Web Information and Data Management (0.70) DMKD: Workshop on Research Issues in Data Mining and Knowledge Discovery (0.69) WAIM: International Conference on Web Age Information Management (0.69) CDB: Constraint Databases and Applications (0.69) SPIRE: String Processing and Information Retrieval (0.69) DTVE: Workshop on Database Technology for Virtual Enterprises (0.69) IWDOM: International Workshop on Distributed Object Management (0.69) ADMA: Advanced Data Mining and Applications (0.65) PAKDD: Pacific-Asia Conf on Know. Discovery and Data Mining (0.64) W4A: Workshop on Web Accessibility (0.63) DATESO: Databases, Texts, Specifications, Objects (0.62) K-CAP: International Conference on Knowledge Capture (0.62) PKDD: Principles of Data Mining and Knowledge Discovery (0.62) KDDMBD: Knowledge Discovery & Data Mining in Biological Databases (0.61) KES: Int抣 Conf. on Knowledge-Based Intelligent Info. & Eng. Systems (0.61) DBA: Databases and Applications (0.60) ICDIM: International Conference on Digital Information Management (0.59) DNIS: Databases in Networked Information Systems (0.59) PAKM: Practical Aspects of Knowledge Management (0.57) KDID: International Workshop on Knowledge Discovery in Inductive Databases (0.55) SCN: International Conference on Security in Communication Networks (0.54) SDM: SIAM Intl Conference on Data Mining (0.51) 此外,按等级划分会议如下(只贴Top Tier和Second Tier的): DB: Databases DM: Data Mining AI: Artificial Inteligence NL: Natural Language Processing ED: Computer Education IR: Information Retrieval W3: Web and Information Systems DP: Distributed and Parallel Computing GV: Graphics, Vision and HCI MM: Multimedia NC: Networks, Communications & Performance SE: Security and Privacy OS: Operating Systems / Simulations Top Tier Conferences (Rank 1) (DB) VLDB: Very Large Data Bases (since 1975) (DB) SIGMOD: ACM SIGMOD Conf on Management of Data (since 1975) (DB) PODS: ACM SIGMOD Conf on Principles of DB Systems (since 1982) (DB) ICDE: IEEE Intl Conf on Data Engineering (since 1984) (DB) ICDT: Intl Conf on Database Theory (since 1986) (DB) EDBT: Extending DB Technology (since 1988) (DM) SIGKDD: ACM Knowledge Discovery and Data Mining (since 1995) (DM) ICDM: IEEE International Conference on Data Mining (since 2001) (AI) IJCAI: Intl Joint Conf on AI (since 1969) (AI) AAAI: American Association for AI National Conference (since 1980) (AI) ICML: Intl Conf on Machine Learning (since 1984) (AI) UAI: Conference on Uncertainty in AI (since 1985) (AI) UM: Intl Conf on User Modeling (since 1985) (AI) NIPS: Neural Information Processing Systems (since 1987) (AI) AGENTS: International Conference on Autonomous Agents (since 1997) (NL) ACL: Association for Computational Linguistics (since 1963) (ED) AIED: Intl Conf on Artificial Intelligence in Education (since 1983) (ED) ITS: Intelligent Tutoring System Conference (since 1988) (IR) SIGIR: ACM SIGIR Conf on Information Retrieval (since 1971) (W3) WWW: World-Wide Web Conference (since 1994) (W3) ICIS: Intl Conf on Information Systems (since 1983) (DP) PPoPP: Principles and Practice of Parallel Programming (since 1988) (DP) PACT: Intl Conf on Parallel Arch and Compil Tech (since 1990) (DP) IPDPS: IEEE Intl Parallel and Dist Processing Symp (since 1986) (DP) ICPP: Intl Conf on Parallel Processing (SINCE 1972) (DP) Euro-Par: European Conf. on Parallel Computing (SINCE 1995) (GV)SIGGRAPH: ACM SIGGRAPH Conference (since 1974) (GV) CVPR: IEEE Conf on Comp Vision and Pattern Recognition (since 2000) (GV)ICCV: Intl Conf on Computer Vision (since 1987) (GV)I3DG: ACM-SIGRAPH Interactive 3D Graphics (MM) ACM-MM: ACM Multimedia Conference (since 1993) (NC) SIGCOMM: ACM Conf on Applic, Techno, Archit, and Protocols for Comp Comm (since 1977) (NC) PERFORMANCE: IFIP Intl Symp on Computer Performance, Modeling, Measurements & Evaluation (since 1980) (NC) SIGMETRICS: ACM Conf on Meas. & Modelling of Comp Sys (since 1981) (NC) INFOCOM: Annual Joint Conf IEEE Comp & Comm Soc (since 1982) (NC) MOBICOM: ACM Intl Conf on Mobile Computing and Networking (since 1995) (SE) IEEE Symposium on Security and Privacy (since 1980) (SE) CCS: ACM Conf on Comp and Communications Security (since 1993) (OS) SOSP: ACM SIGOPS Symp on OS Principles (since 1967) (OS) OSDI: Usenix Symp on OS Design and Implementation (since 1994) Other 1st tier conferences: (..) FOCS: IEEE Symposium on Foundations of Computer Science (since 1959) (..) STOC: ACM Symposium on Theory of Computing (since 1969) (..) ICALP: International Colloquium on Automata, Languages and Programming (since 1973) (..) SODA: SIAM/ACM Symposium on Discrete Algorithms (since 1990) (..) ISMB: Intl Conf on Intelligent Systems for Molecular Biology (since 1993) Second Tier Conferences (Rank 2) (DB) ER: Intl Conf on Conceptual Modeling (Conf on the Entity Relationship Approach) (Since 1979) (DB) SSDBM: Intl Conf on Scientific and Statistical DB Mgmt (since 1981) (DB) FODO: Intl Conf on Foundation on Data Organization (since 1981) (DB) DASFAA: Database Systems for Advanced Applications (since 1989) (DB) SSD: Intl Symp on Large Spatial Databases (since 1989) (DB) DOOD: Deductive and Object-Oriented Databases (since 1989) (DB) CIKM: Intl. Conf on Information and Knowledge Management (since 1992) (DB) CoopIS: Conference on Cooperative Information Systems (since 1993) (DM) PAKDD: Pacific-Asia Conf on Know. Discovery & Data Mining (since 1997) (DM) PKDD: European Conf on Principles and Practice of Knowledge Discovery in Databases (since 1997) (DM) DAWAK: Intl Conf on Data Warehousing and Knowledge Discovery (since 1999) (DM) SDM: SIAM International Conference on Data Mining (since 2001) (AI) AID: Intl Conf on AI in Design (since 1991) (AI) ECAI: European Conf on AI (since 1974) (AI) ECML: European Conf on Machine Learning (since 1986) (AI) GECCO: Genetic and Evolutionary Computation Conference (since 1999) (AI) ICGA: Intl Conf on Genetic Algorithms (since 1991) (AI) GP: Genetic Programming Conference (since 1995) (AI) IAAI: Innovative Applications of AI (since 1989) (AI) ICIP: Intl Conf on Image Processing (since 1994) (AI) ICNN/IJCNN: Intl (Joint) Conference on Neural Networks (since 1989) (AI) ICPR: Intl Conf on Pattern Recognition (since 1989) (AI) ICDAR: Intl Conf on Document Analysis and Recognition (since 1991) (AI) ICTAI: IEEE conference on Tools with AI (since 1989) (AI) AMAI: Intl Symp on Artificial Intelligence and Maths (since 1990) (NL) EACL - European Association for Computational Linguistics (since 1983) (NL) COLING: Intl Conf on Computational Liguistics (since 1966) (NL) EMNLP: Conf on Empirical Methods in Natural Language Processing (since 1996) (ED) ICALT: IEEE Intl Conf on Advanced Learning Technologies (since 2001) (IR) TREC: Text REtrieval Conference (since 1992) (IR) ECIR: European Conference on Information Retrieval (since 1979) (W3) HYPERTEXT: ACM Conference on Hypertext and Hypermedia (since 1987) (W3) EC-web: Intl Conf on Electronic Commerce and Web Technologies (since 2000) (W3) WISE: Intl Conf on Web Information Systems Engineering (since 2000) (W3) ICWS: IEEE Intl Conf on Web Services (since 2003) (DP) ICDCS: IEEE Intl Conf on Distributed Comp Systems (since 1980) (DP) PODC: ACM Symp on Principles of Distributed Computing (since 1982) (DP) SPAA: ACM Symp on Parallel Algms and Architecture (since 1989) (DP) ASAP: Intl Conf on Apps for Specific Array Processors (DP) CCC: Cluster Computing Conference (DP) ICPADS: IEEE Intl Conf on Parallel and Distributed Systems (Since 1994?) (GV) ECCV: European Conference on Computer Vision (since 1998) (GV) EUROGRAPH: European Graphics Conference (GV) CGI: Computer Graphics International (since 1997) (GV) CA: Computer Animation (since 1997) (MM) IEEE-MM: IEEE Intl Conf on Multimedia Computing and Sys (MM) MMCN: ACM/SPIE Multimedia Computing and Networking (MM) ICME: Intl Conf on MMedia & Expo (since 2000) (NC) NetStore: Network Storage Symposium (NC) IC3N: Intl Conf on Comp Comm and Networks (NC) LCN: IEEE Annual Conference on Local Computer Networks (NC) ICC: Intl Conf on Comm (NC) WCNC: IEEE Wireless Communications and Networking Conference (SE) SECURITY: Usenix Security Symposium (since 1992) (SE) ESORICS: European Symposium on Research in Computer Security (since 1990) (OS) IEEE Annual Simulation Symposium (since 1968) (OS) MASCOTS: Symp Model Analysis & Sim on Comp & Telecom Sys (since 1993) Other 2nd tier conferences: (..) CC: Compiler Construction (since 1986) 03 julio 祝福17 mayo 虚惊一场昨天出去了一趟,回来倍感疲惫,休息之。醒后觉得全身刺痛,头沉重得厉害。以为是出去走累了的原因。谁知晚上却越来越没对劲,感觉身体发热,眼皮发烫。测体温,37.3。不得那么霉哦?出去一趟就感染猪流感了?但是去的是医院。于是自己开始吓自己。上网查猪流感症状,遭了,越看越像。觉得两眼也睁不开了,胸也闷了……关了电脑趟在床上,心想明天还发,去医院就被隔离,那是怎样怎样,还想着,难道就这样死了?造孽的我...但终究因为吃了感冒药和消炎药,睡着了。
今早起来,虽还是感到全身刺痛,但量体温居然没烧了。从小到大,第一次发烧吃药就解决了,以前都必须去医院输液数天才能退烧。奇迹,奇迹!我看也是老天帮的忙,不想我被隔离。阿弥陀佛,善哉善哉!虽然身上还是比较疼痛,不过应该是一般感冒,吃点药就能恢复了。
想起以前非典只要发烧就被隔离,实在有点悬。如今烧已退,真是虚惊一场!
而小毛毛听完此事,却送我四个字:无病呻吟-_-|||~~
在此特别提醒各位,注意安全:)
05 mayo 赢了! 平时都不咋看电视,今天中午吃饭莫名其妙把电视打开,巧!居然看到湖人和火箭的第一场,但可惜都是第三场后半段了。自上次火箭冲进半决赛后,我就很期待看这两个队的比赛。一个是旧爱,一个是有咱中国人的球队。但是也没专门去记比赛时间。没想到今天开开就看到了,一阵兴奋。 火箭打成这样没啥意外,但没想到湖人今天这么臭。本来想着第四场湖人会振作起来的,抱着对他们期待的心态。但是姚明受伤的小插曲一下让我觉得,这场火箭必须赢!不然对不起这个纯爷们。虽然我一直认定姚是中国人的骄傲,但是今天却是第一次有种感动的情绪在酝酿。从喜欢灌高开始,就觉得篮球是个相当有魅力的运动。里面的哲学还是比较多的,看来此话不假。今天姚明的表现就证实了。希望他的膝盖没大问题,不会影响后面的比赛。 另外,我一直很烦央视NBA的解说员,没激情就算了,感觉说话的内容也是缺乏层次,有点墙头草。而且,难道人家教练的资质还没你们深厚,要你们在那儿怪罪这个,分析那个,做各种预测和部署!冒火!可能黄健翔后,本来就很“官方”的央视也不会出现一个真正有感染力的人了。真的很讨厌这样的风格,虽然有可能他们也是有苦衷的。 不管最后结果如何,今天火箭算是创造了个小奇迹。但是湖人不会这样罢休,今天的失败会让他们以后更可怕,而且,火箭的弱点还是比较明显的。所以,作为球迷和观众的我们,还是静观其变,默默祝福和支持好了。 It takes FIVE! 16 abril Fish & Jellyfish你说我是Jellyfish,意志薄弱,懒惰无追求。
我想象Fish更适合我的追求,自由自在,没有忧伤。
书,电影和旅游,是这个城市年轻的主题。
暂时顿一顿,一件一件码撑展。
在接下来的日子里享受难得的安静,
这一年,要沉淀!
有沉淀的果汁更健康。
沉淀是金……
鱼
陈绮贞
我坐在椅子上 看日出复活
我坐在夕阳里 看城市的衰弱 我摘下一片叶子 让它代替我 观察离开后的变化 曾经狂奔舞蹈 贪婪地说话 随着冷的湿的 心腐化 带不走的丢不掉的
让大雨侵蚀吧 让它推向我在边界 奋不顾身挣扎 如果有一个怀抱 勇敢不计代价 别让我飞 将我温柔豢养 带不走的留不下的 我全都交付它 让它捧着我在手掌 自由自在挥洒 如果有一个世界混浊的不像话 原谅我飞 曾经眷恋太阳 11 abril 萨冈,迷人的小魔鬼 第6届法国影展来到成都,今下午去看了等待已久的《萨冈》。虽然是传记片,我却没有睡觉,难得啊! 这么个疯狂传奇的女子,这么个生活糜烂的大美人,其实应该演的更勾魂,更曲折点。看来演员毕竟不是真人,比起来还是逊太多,咋看都觉得影片里的萨冈是很妇道很平淡的感觉,让我有点失望。可惜我抱着多大的热情来鉴赏这位双性恋天才作家,哎!不过也不排除剪片的那帮人的“杰作”,才把整个片子弄得残缺不全,效果不到位。但里面的很多台词深深打动我,实在很精辟很个性。每个人的生活是孤独的,萨冈也一直孤独到老,甚至忘记自己曾生下一个儿子,临死前独自静静地离去。看到她说不出话,快要闭眼的那一刻,我突然有种很复杂的感触。ANYWAY,还是比较推荐这部电影。 ![]() ![]() 以下文章转自豆瓣《有关萨冈的二三事》 1954年,她18岁,写了一本“老围着床打转”的畅销小说成了千万富翁;1962年,26岁的她结束了两段干柴烈火般短暂的婚姻;1978年,她公开发 表了《给让─保尔·萨特的情书》;1985年,50岁的她跟法国总统密特朗在飞机上“肩并着肩”…… 2004年9月,这个一生都生活在巴黎棉花糖般空气里的法国女人死于烟酒毒品带来的肺栓塞。她叫弗朗索瓦兹·萨冈,喜欢奢侈品,穿让-路易-雪莱,开一部 雪豹。她说:我的爱可以持续三到四年,绝不会更久。 爱情是一场飙车,我相信自己有权自毁 ----------------- 1953年6月的一天,十八岁的弗朗索瓦兹·萨冈对女友说:“今年夏天,我要写一本书,我会赚很多钱,我要去买一辆雪豹。”一年之后,这个不知天高地厚的 中学女生靠一本“除了毫无爱情的同床睡觉之外,一无所有;除了高级汽车和大量威士忌之外,别无他求”的《你好,忧愁》成了畅销书史上最年轻的千万富翁。 小说女主人公十七岁,与一个不爱的男孩上床。男女之欢在文学里并不是新鲜事,而女孩子尝禁果从来都是以打胎和私生子的不堪收场。但萨冈把这些全部化成轻 愁,女主人公根本没有怀孕。1993年,她曾回忆说:“我的运气好极了,因为我长大时,正好有了口服避孕药。我18岁那年,整天怕怀孕怕得要死,但避孕药 出现了,此后30年,性爱自由了。我成年时代的那30年,正是纵情取乐的年代。” 从20岁到50岁,整个成年时代,这个“18岁的明星”都在纵情取乐。她是那个时代真正的Party Queen——毫无节制地吸毒酗酒,嗜赌成性。手里夹着那个时期最著名的切斯特菲尔德牌香烟,身上穿着那个时代最昂贵的让-路易-雪莱,赤脚驾一部美洲豹 XK140驰骋巴黎夜街,纵然撞伤颅骨,亦不思悔改。 19岁就已享有的盛名把她女人的虚荣心喂食得肥硕,几近魇足,所以在爱情里她不用像亦舒笔下的喜宝那样反复衡量,要的只是急速。1958年,她和富有的出 版人居伊·斯肖莱尔结婚,两年后离异;1962年,旅居美国时她嫁给了更富有的美国画家罗伯特,生下一个儿子之后也很快分手。 她赚得快,亦花得快。卖字为生,不觉羞耻,挥金如土,不觉惭愧。那个时代的小资生活原来是这样的,她说:“我的大部分快乐都归功于金钱,坐车快速兜风的快乐,有件新连衣裙的快乐,买唱片、书籍、鲜花的快乐。” 这样的坦率正如1957年撞车时她曾告诉警察的:“我相信自己有权自毁,只要这不伤及他人。” 在爱情里,亦是如此。 爱情是奢侈品,有可以,没有也能活 ---------------- 1978年,43岁的萨冈决心要真正地爱一次。于是就爱了。她选的对象是少年时代的偶像,当时整个法国的文化灵魂——让─保尔·萨特。 那年萨特73岁,双目失明,由于脉管狭窄,从住处走到附近的巴西饭馆,这个老人得停下来歇3次。 弗朗索瓦兹·萨冈的爱情永远是光明正大的。她丝毫不避讳萨特的终身伴侣波伏娃,在报刊上公开发表了《给让─保尔·萨特的情书》。此前萨特对她并无印象,此 后则差不多每隔10天他们就在一起单独吃一顿饭。一天他对她说,他本来想让人再读一遍她的“情书”,以便回味她对他的所有称赞,又怕别人笑话。于是萨冈整 整花了3个小时,反复朗读录制了这个“情书”,把自己对他的感情全部放进一盘磁带里。她还在磁带上贴了块胶布作记号,以便萨特摸索着能够找到它。 没有人知道他们在一起的那些单独晚餐和晚餐后的夜晚是怎么度过的。73岁的老人和43岁的妇人,他们差整整30岁。两年后萨特的去世或许是给了萨冈一生中唯一的忠贞一个机会,她几乎是要深情地在纪念文章里这样说:我不愿意在这个没有萨特的地球上再活30年。 然而寿算终究不听人的意愿,萨冈当年的信誓旦旦或许亦只是激情短暂。如同她小说中十六岁的阿修罗,看见阳光微笑和有力臂膀,清秀男孩的褐眼长睫,又看见别 墅和酒会上合体的伴侣。最爱的仍是自己。不管有没有爱情,她都穿雪莱的礼服容光焕发地上电视,把身旁怀念中国情人长达六十年的杜拉斯衬得像个怨妇。 她是真正的小资教母,尤物女人。她热爱金钱,承认自己肤浅。她说:“作为理想,我打算过一种下流的、丑恶的生活”;又说爱情是她所爱的奢侈品之一,是一种 “病态的迷醉”,就像她同样热爱的切斯特菲尔德牌香烟,让-路易-雪莱的礼服,美洲豹XK140的赛车一样。有可以,没有也能活。 忠于爱情不忠于情人,即使那个人是总统 ------------------ 弗朗索瓦兹·萨冈的后半生不再是一个作家,她的半黑色郁金香半粉红玫瑰的香艳如同传奇般盛开在法国政坛里,先后是蓬皮杜和密特朗两届总统的座上宾。 通过第一个丈夫,萨冈早在蓬皮杜投身政界之前就与之相识。他在位期间,这个总被娱记追逐的女作家曾被两次令人无限遐想地邀请到了爱丽舍宫。 她与密特朗间的不寻常的友谊就更令人好奇了——在密特朗当选前他们一起“肩并肩”地坐飞机,1985年他们一同在哥伦比亚旅行期间她出现过严重的呼吸障 碍,而这位年过50的法国女人更是对总统的决策有着难以置信的影响力,她曾为法国埃尔夫石油公司拿到乌兹别克斯坦的石油开采权去游说密特朗,事成之后,埃 尔夫公司放到她账上4百万法郎。 然而一个不愿作一般女人的女人最终没有逃过一般女人的命运,在她生命的最后十年,她破产了,并且百病缠身,腰部动了大手术。年轻时的荒唐生活一样样都伸回手来讨债。毒品偷税,她成了法院的常客,在法庭上,她依然豪爽。 她说:“我有权以我愿意的方式去死。” 然而在爱慕者眼中的她却永远是那个纵情放浪,在爱里亦不矫情的她。小资们喜爱的亦舒黄碧云都是她的拥趸。《万象》上的萨冈照片,条纹T恤牛仔裤,赤足,拿着烟卷,短发干净如男童,眼神则如50年代那般清澈明亮。 9月24日19点35分,在诺曼底翁弗勒市的中心医院,弗朗索瓦兹·萨冈死于肺栓塞。 她活了69岁。 ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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